This morning during prayer, I was given a word to be careful to not become prideful. I was encouraged to walk in humility. My stomach instantly began to hurt and I began sobbing. The person reiterated I wasn’t prideful and to just be alert, but fear stepped in and I owned it as if it already had.
After some one on one time with the Lord, I rejoined the group. Someone said that they saw unforgiveness affecting how fully I could receive God’s gifts. This was the second person that told me this. I explained I am at a loss, as I thought my side of the street was clean. This individual also said he heard Titus, so maybe this is a clue as to where my unforgiveness lies.
During worship, I plead for the Lord to reveal to me where I am holding onto hurt and not releasing the offender. At this time, Caleb came over to me and said that he saw a white dry erase board. He stated the Lord was showing him that I have forgiven past and present offenses, as the slate has been wiped clean! What confirmation! This was the same image the Lord gave me when I was in the heavenly court! Thank you Jesus! I am still anxious to see what the Lord reveals to me after reading Titus.